Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Saturday, July 07, 2012
I just saw a movie tonight that got me thinking, I have a hard time dealing with who I've become. I know that some things are out of my hands but for the things that are not I've made wrong decisions.I know I can't change the bad ones in the past but I can try my best to do the right thing and not for other people but for me. My physical being is in shambles I've had 4 surgeries on my lower back and I can tell it helped but I am not the same.
I miss my wife Debbie this would have been our fifth anniversary and 14 years together I know she is in a better place but the heart still aches. I'm at a place that should feel like home and at times it does, but some times I feel like I don't belong. I know I should make due with what I have but if all you have is pain and misery there isn't much you can do with that.
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